Oh!
They (Christians) say that ‘Oh’ is the most commonly used word in Heaven.
What I mean by that, is one day, we will look back on circumstances in our lives that we didn’t understand, and be able to say with a grin, “Oh! So THAT’S why that happened.” (That’s why that relationship failed, that’s why I called off a wedding, that’s why he broke my heart, that’s why I lost my job, etc.)
Before I continue, I should have done a post on my faith already, but y’all, I love Jesus. So. Much. Some days, I just can’t stop smiling because of how good HE is. Contrarily, on the bad days, I am still able to smile because of how good HE is, always.
This year, I’ve had a lot of OH moments. Sometimes, God spoke to me in small whispers, but I had a lot of moments this year where God’s message was more like a slap in the face and a punch in the gut, which left me saying “Okay, God! I’m listening. I’m all yours.”
I could write a novel on my life events and how they coincided with God’s timing, but I won’t bore you with 365 days of material. Instead, I just want to leave you with an uplifting reminder:
He’s got you. You are His. And when you feel like your heart is completely crushed and you’ll never be able to get out of the bed without that physical pain in your heart — He. Has. You. Think back on the last four years — heck – -think back on the last year of your life. What if God had given you everything you thought that you needed? Your life would be VERY different than it is right now, and probably not in a good way. There are so many things that he takes away from us, that we so desperately want, for a purpose. There are so many things he gives us, that we consider heartache and burdens, that work for our good. We can’t see it, and sometimes we can’t feel it, but he always has us — right where he wants us. God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If he asks you to put something down, it’s because he wants you to pick up something greater. Whenever your pretty little head starts thinking you know better and he knocks you on your butt, tell Him thank you. Lord, thank you for giving me exactly what I need through every situation, and taking from me the things that you did not intend for me to have. Just when I think I’m steering the sail, thank you for making me realize I’m fully dependent on you. Trust me y’all, it is SO much easier to get through the day when you know that God’s got you, and His plan is so much better than anything we could ever dream of.
I was knocked down (hard) my fair share of times in 2015. When I FINALLY realized that this isn’t the KB show, but instead it’s God’s plan for my life, everything fell into place.
And guess what? I stepped back, smiled, and said ‘Oh.’
Oh, my Lord. You are so, so good.
Psalm 27:14
When I wait, you strengthen my heart.
Xx,